Just a quiet night

It's been quite awhile since I had posted.... Nothing much has happened honestly. I have no friends, no money, no job... Yeah total loser alert LOL I'm in a Martina McBride music mood tonight and I think its bringing me down lol.

Let's see... I just finished 2 seasons of Dexter and might I say I am quite obsessed, I had to put the next seasons on my Netflix. Not sure what I will watch next.

Cadence is going to her fathers tomorrow, I should probably use that time to clean up the basement. We went to the library today, hadn't been out of the house in a few days ( car wasn't registered and it was a buttload of money to register it)

I often wish I could just pack up and move, have a fresh start...but of course when you have a kid there is no such thing as just going. I'm very blessed to have my mother....she keeps letting me come back when everything always goes wrong....why am I such a failure?? I think I'm just destined be this single mother living at home with her mother. I know things could be so much more worse and I have so much to be happy for but somertimes life SUCKS!

Caesar is laying on my bed as happy as a puppy cuddled up in blankets can be and Mocha is in her tiny to small for her cage, (she isn't big enough for her big cage yet..she could slip thru the bars) I'm trying to fatten her up but my luck I got the one weight conscious rat LOL and of course Cadence is snoozing away in her bed. I'm so proud to say that Cadence is pacy free for over 3 weeks!! She only had it at nap and night-time but I just decided one day that it was time and she went cold turkey and OMG doesn't even miss the thing WHOOO!!! Also she is drinking out a big girl cup now...my little girl is growing up so fast....just gotta work on potty training.

I have been on so many interviews lately it sucks, I have tons of places saying I'm overqualified ....is there such thing?!?! Guess it's just a polite way of saying hey loser try somewhere else.. Hopefully soon something comes along.

I know this is all a bunch of total rambles but I doubt anyone is going to read it anyway so oh well. I guess I'm going to go and read some and then sleep...yes I'm so exciting......NOT!

Night <3

Saturday

So Cadence went with her father today. I'm pretty bored without her. Erick and I split up after 7 years and we seem to be getting along better now a days. I'm glad that he is finally spending some time with his daughter.
Lots of laundry to do and I need change my bed. But first I'm going to watch House Bunny with my mom :)

Introduction

I'm Nicole, a 27 year old single mom to the most wonderful little girl... Cadence. Cadence was born on April 18th. We have 2 animals, a long haired chihuahua Caesar and a baby rat Lady Mocha Cappuccino. We currently resided in Maine. I love watching movies, playing on the computer and reading. Cadence just recently had her second birthday, she is growing up so fast.